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    <description><![CDATA[well my name is morgan, im 18 years old i've finally left the nest and graduated. Lets see im into loads of music im not really picky about the type i listen to cause music is my life, ummmm i like to hang out and have fun, i love to be myself i hate lables im not emo/preppy/geeky im just me. Ummmmm and im a really nice person.]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[~love struck {torn to peices}~ part 2]]></title>
	      <link>http://ixfuckedxgerardxwayx.buzznet.com/user/journal/756781/love-struck-torn-peices-part/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>when we entered the gymasium we walked to our seats and sat down, i looked around and didnt see ry or the guys anywhere, so i turned my attention back to danny.</P>
<P>kaitlyn: were gonna be graduating soon, are you excited?<BR>danny:&nbsp; oh ya, im jumping for joy<BR>kaitlyn: danny im really sorry, i know that we just found out some fucked up news but come on we cant be sad right now.<BR>danny: *looks down* im sorry kait, it's just i thought id be graduating with you AND sean....<BR>kaitlyn: i know......i love you<BR>danny: *smiles weakly* i love you too<BR>kaitlyn: *frowns*<BR>danny: whats wrong baby girl?<BR>kaitlyn: the celibration is about to start and ryry&amp; the guys arnt here yet<BR>danny: they'll be here dont worry they wouldnt miss this for the world<BR>kaitlyn: i hope so.......well its starting<BR>danny: *holds kaitlyns hands* finally<BR>kaitlyn: i no</P>
<P>i looked around again but i still didnt see them, great so they bailed on my graduation so there i sat, as the princable called each and everyone of us one by one, Once i herd my name i walked up i grabed my diploma and shoke his hand, i met danny and looked around again and still no sign of the guys, i felt tears well up in my eyes but i blinked them away and joined everyone eles in tossing our hats up in the air. Once graduation was done me and danny got in his car and drove to the park near my house.Now we were both sad.</P>
<P>danny: im really sorry that noone showed, at least me an...*starts to cry*<BR>kaitlyn: *holds danny* sssshhhh it's ok<BR>danny: i just cant belive he's gone, ya no....i didnt even get to say goodbye or i love you<BR>kaitlyn: baby neither did i<BR>danny: im really gonna miss you<BR>kaitlyn: come with us<BR>danny: no...i gotta work and i also got collage<BR>kaitlyn: just please promise me, no matter how much you wanna kill yourself please dont do it<BR>danny:....................<BR>kaitlyn: come on danny please your all i got, i dont wanna lose you too<BR>danny: *whispers* i promise<BR>kaitlyn: *smiles weakly* i love you <BR>danny: *hugs kaitlyn* i love you too<BR>kaitlyn: *looks up at sky* come on lets go to my house it's gonna start raining soon i can tell<BR>danny: *takes kaitlyns hand* ok</P>
<P>so we walked back to his car hand in hand and headed tawords my house blasting marilyn manson's heart shaped glasses.</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:date>2007-08-04T20:45:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[~love struck {torn to peices}~ part 1]]></title>
	      <link>http://ixfuckedxgerardxwayx.buzznet.com/user/journal/674601/love-struck-torn-peices-part/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>"And im singing in my sleep, I'll dream of you and that smile that you give to me, Tell your friends that i'll be dead when you read this."</P>
<P>Kaitlyn: hello<BR>Danny: graduation day, graduation day *laughs* wake up sleepy head, im coming over!<BR>Kaitlyn: FINE!, see ya soon *hangs up*</P>
<P>i decided to get up, i put some cloths on and went downstairs. I put underoaths: It's dangerous business walking out your front door and went to go get some milk. There was a not on the fridge.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Kaitlyn,<BR>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I left to go get some shit for the bus, so you need to find<BR>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;a ride but me and the guys will definatly be at your graduation ok, love ya.<BR>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &amp;hearts; ryan</P>
<P>(KNOCK KNOCK) i answered the door and danny was in the doorway with tears streaming down his face, I hurridly grabed his hand and pulled him inside.</P>
<P>Kaitlyn: what the fuck did your mom say now?<BR>Danny: it's not my mom<BR>Kaitlyn: did you and danny break up again?<BR>Danny: he died this smoring<BR>Kaitlyn: WHAT!!! *laughs weakly* jesus danny you scarred me for a....shit your not joking are you?<BR>Danny: no<BR>Kaitlyn: *tears streamed down her face* h-how<BR>Danny: he-he OD'ed on some pain killers cause his dad was giving him shit again about being gay, his mom just called me 5mins ago and told me everything*breaks down crying*</P>
<P>Ryan: hello<BR>Kaitlyn: ryan?<BR>Ryan: kait are you crying? what's wrong?<BR>Kaitlyn: ryry sean.....tried k-killing himself and died this smoring in the hospital<BR>Ryan: oh my god, kaitie im so sorry<BR>Kaitlyn: it's ok, danny's coming on tour with us....we gotta go get ready, bye *hangs up* come on lets go shower and get ready ok<BR>Danny: ok</P>
<P>he grabed my hand and went walked up stairs slowly into the bathroom, I started the water an ajusted the handle so it was warm. We got undressed then got in the shower, i wraped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest and he held me, we had a good 10minute cry and then we washed our hair and body and then got out. When we were done getting dressed,doing our hair and make up we hoped in his car and drove to school....well i drove to school cause he was crying to much, i grabed his hand and he held on tight. I parked the car and we got out and held eachothers hand.</P>
<P>Jerry: oh the poor little fagget sad<BR>Kaitlyn: shut the fuck up jerry<BR>Jerry: oh and his lil side kick is helping him, what you and fairy boy have a lil mercy fuck?<BR>Kaitlyn: i said shut the fuck up<BR>Jerry: he hates pussy so why even bother, he was probably imagining his fuck buddys face on you<BR>Kaitlyn: do you need someone to clean your fucking ears out! seriously i said shut the fuck up!<BR>Jerry: why? oh wait i just noticed where's your fagget boytoy? huh smith?</P>
<P>Danny looked at him and ran into the school crying even more.</P>
<P>Jerry: what the fuck is his problem<BR>Kaitlyn: *pushes jerry against the wall and holds a razor to his neck* he died this smoring and if you truely loved someone then you'd be crying too but your to busy trying to get some assholes that you dont stop and actually have a normal relasionship, the next time i hear you taunting and saying anything to him, i will fucking slit your throat, even if it means going to jail i dont give a shit but he's going through a tuff time now....how would you like to lose someone you love on fucking graduation day.<BR>Jerry: i-i.....<BR>Kaitlyn: *lets go of jerry* thats what i thought you fucking pussy!</P>
<P>i walked away from there stunded faces and ran into the school...the halls were full cause everyone was signing yearbooks, i spoted spencer's sister and waved her over....she was a freshman.....well not anymore.</P>
<P>Sarah: hey....what's up where's danny and sean?<BR>Kaitlyn: uh...s-sean di-died this smoring<BR>Sarah: WHAT!!!!!!! no way<BR>Kaitlyn: ya....and danny ran somewhere cause jerry was being a dick again<BR>Sarah: i saw him run into the boys bathroom<BR>Kaitlyn:*kisses sarah* thanks babe</P>
<P>ok maybe i should explain, me and sarah arnt "together" but we do do things couple's do, were friends with benifits, she has a boyfriend and sadly im alone so ya, anyways...i walked into the boys bathroom (and all the guys in there hurridly put there dicks back in there pants and left hurridly screaming)</P>
<P>Kaitlyn: Danny, Danny where are you<BR>Danny: kait please go away i-i wanna be alone right now ok<BR>Kaitlyn: *pushes open last stall* there you are....come on everyone's getting ready for graduation day<BR>Danny: i dont wann graduate anymore i thought i'd be graduating with you and sean...but now im nothing....i cant live with out him and i-i just wanna die<BR>Kaitlyn: come here *holds danny* dont say that..please dont say that, your all i got<BR>Danny: you got sarah<BR>Kaitlyn: i know but...but your like family and if i lose you too then i wont have any point in living and then ill follow you&nbsp;and sean<BR>Danny: *holds kait tighter* NO!!!!!!<BR>Kaitlyn: come on.....</P>
<P>i helped him up and we went to go get ready too, </P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:date>2007-07-23T22:27:00Z</dc:date>
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